I have always been into guys. It has always been really passionate. Heck I was even engaged.
Dating for me lately has sucked. Like majorly. It has ether been guys have blown me off or just treated me like complete crap. I use the dating app Tinder to meet people in Ohio and here in Vermont.
I have a lot of friends who are in the LGBTQ community and I support them 1000% percent. Some of them are my closest friends.
Well one day, I was super curious about going on dates with girls. Im a huge flirt and so I was like why not? So I changed my tinder settings so guys and girls and didn't look back.
Now before you think that oh she is just curious, I have never kissed a girl or gone on a date yet but I have had feelings for girls. I look at girls way differently now.
That is just who I am.
Someone asked me why I didn't keep it private. I have nothing to be ashamed of. That same person told me that I should've kept it quiet because I've post it a lot about it on twitter.
I feel like my sexuality shouldn't matter. I actually had this discussion from my cool friend Sean(dont hate me for including you in my post.). He read my tweets and he asked me straight up and I told him the truth and he was like well that's cool. He didn't judge or make a big deal about it. Thank you Sean!
I don't care. If my dad's ex girlfriends daughter wants to tell people go for it. If my ex boyfriend never wants to talk to me again after this blog post go for it.
Realizing that i am bisexual has made me a lot happier. I feel like I know myself just a little bit better after realizing it. Life hasn't changed a bunch and dating is still hard. I also still suck at dating but ya know life is life.
psa: I will probably blogging in December because I have a huge mouth and no one can keep me away from blogging
-Kyrsten
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