Comfrot Zones

I live in this bubble called my comfort zone.

I am a huge fan of my comfort zone. I usually don't do anything outside of my comfort zone for the sake of me freaking out.

But recently....I have been learning how to live outside of my comfort zone. It has been wonderful haha. I started to learn how to drive. Oh yes only a couple of days in Idaho and I am attempting to learn how to drive. I drove a golf cart. That was pretty interesting. I also drove a four wheeler. And I was on a mountain yesterday. Oh that was pretty fun. Looking out at Idaho is beautiful. I love it so much.

I love it here more than I thought. I have fallen so in love with the mountains. They are so beautiful. I am totally moving here after college and such.

I never realized how terrible living inside my comfort zone truly is. I have missed out on so much. I wanna drive like yesterday hello. I need transportation like asap. I WAS ON A MOUNTAIN YESTERDAY AND I DROVE A FOUR WHEELER LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK WHO EXPECTED THIS NOT ME. I am so freaked out by being pushed out my comfort zone but slowly and surely its happening.

Change is scary at times. Let me tell you. I had this conversation with my friend last night driving back to Oakley. I never expected my life to be like this two and half years ago. I never expected to be living in Idaho or living in a church school.  But it is happening. I move into my apartment tomorrow and that itself is one of my most exciting things ever. I am so excited to be living by myself well with roommates but ya know.  Change is also weird especially at the fact that I am allowed now to email some of my missionary friends back home. Like I got one email Monday and I was like wait what this is weird haha. I am weird leave me alone.

One of my other friends yesterday told me how he was thinking of serving his mission first before heading to BYUI in January and as much as I seriously want him here I think it would be so good for him to go on his mission first. I think it will help him in so many ways. Two years can do so much for someone and it is good! I'm happy and excited for him! I support him haha.

I'm curious to see how the next couple of months go. I am not really that nervous anymore. I am ready for it. I know this is what I am supposed to do. I can tell everyday that being here is supposed to help me grow and learn.

-Kyrsten