Change is Good!

Disclaimer: I made a new blog even though the post says I am going to make a new blog this is it! Sorry for the confusion!

This summer has been a handful full of firsts and lasts.

The last summer before I start my new life. The first time I had to really had to convince myself that walking away was the best option.

I spent the summer falling in love and then learning that sometimes its not meant to work out. I learned that people constantly walk in and out of your life. I also learned that some secrets are best not kept. I spent the summer constantly that my faith and hope is one of the only things keeping my afloat sometimes. I spent the summer recovering from knee surgery.

Lately, I have been going through the battle of why? Why is this happening? I keep going back and forth between do i want to take this chance and possibly have consequences or just stay in my shell and hide away. Taking chances is an interesting one. Sometimes I am so good at taking chances. Just ask me about what happened January-July. 

Im one of the last people of my high school graduation class thats still around waiting for college to start. Well I should say the last of my class to be going away for school and still around town. It is honestly one of the worst feelings. I have seen pictures and pictures of my classmates "Its move in day! Blah blah blah" And I am sitting at my house with some of my stuff packed and scrolling through my instagram feed because netflix got boring and my siblings are all at school. As you can tell I am not very patient. Haha

Lets be clear for a minute. Life is good here at the moment. If everything works out then it is gonna making September 7th harder than it will be. I am going to miss soooo many people in Ohio. The list is so long. I really don't want people to assume that I just want to get the heck of town and just go to college. Okay I'll admit I have those days where I am like take me to the nearest airport and let me go to Idaho. But in reality I still have so much to do here.

Haha talking about still having to do stuff here in Mount Vernon, I even have a date with someone! Isn't that something? Its been awhile since that has happened. I am super excited for that and im really curious to see how things go. He's not a bad guy hopefully haha just kidding just in case he's reading this ya know. But its new and exciting and no I am not sharing any details with anyone so.

This summer has been full of change which is insane. Al Carraway is an LDS speaker and an author and a blogger and her latest blog post is practically inspiring me to change the entire way I blog. Actually I am about to switch my whole blog stuff after this. I love her completely! Yes she is an LDS speaker but thats not the point of why I love her. I love her because she is so honestly about how she lives. She is not afraid of the world and what she does. She is firm in her beliefs and she is an inspiration to me as a blogger.

So? Im changing my blog completely. Im gonna make a new blog! (With this post.) And I am not gonna bore you all completely with my everyday life and my rants. Okay maybe the occasional rant and the update of my life. I am gonna try to be more uplifting and more inspirational. And yes I am probably gonna mention my faith a lot because honestly? Without my faith in the gospel I would be nothing.

I am excited for my future in general. I am beyond excited to explore my new blog with everyone who wants to take the time to read it.

Thanks in advance!

-Kyrsten