Life Unexpected

Roughly around a month ago I got access to my mission papers.

Yeah I started them! And I honestly thought this is what Heavenly Father's plan was for me. My plan was I start them summit them by the end of the summer and leave by late December/early January.

It turns out Heavenly Father had other plans for me.

I had someone walk basically back into my life and change my entire world when I was least expecting it. It was at a time when most things were not going well and I was having a really rough time. It was actually one of the biggest blessings in my life. I have slowly learned to start loving myself more because of him and I have never been happier.

My knees decided they wanted to play their games. I had terrible pain in my left knee to the point where I wanted to cry. Ibuprofen and my knee brace became my best friend. I decided to go back to the knee doctor and I told myself and Heavenly Father that it would be up to him if I would go.

I got a shot in my knee and a return appointment for the right knee that decided it wanted to join the fun. In my honest opinion(basically what I told my doctor) it is gonna be the same game I played last summer. Surgery.

I don't know what Heavenly Father has planned for me. I am hopeful to serve a mission. It has been one of my hopes and my dreams for the last three years.

It is crazy how unexpected life can be. I know Heavenly Father has a plan for me and I am slowly trying to figure it out.

I am beyond thankful for everyones love and support as I go through these challenges and difficult decisions!  It is so hard but it is going to be worth it and that is what keeps me going.

So basically I don't know how to feel about it but I want to be healthy so I am leaving it all to the Lord and hopefully I will have enough hope and faith to carry me through.

Until next time. Hopefully not months from now.

-Kyrsten