Thursday, May 12, 2016

Reality

I never imagined my life would be the way it is currently six months ago.

I used be scared of jumping into things head first and following promptings(sorry Heavenly Father).

Now my life is probably just as hectic maybe a tad more hectic as it was six months ago but I wouldn't change a thing.

I used to live in this fantasy of some sorts that when my best friend got home from his mission in February and then we would magically get together and things would magically work out. Right because thats how life works out right?

Nah. I hate to admit this but for a second I had myself convinced that nothing would happen and that whenever we would talk about going on a date or something in my head I would be okay thats like six months away lots can happen.

Fast forward to now. He came back to Ohio for a funeral for one of his converts and the moment he said he was coming back I had this little freak out. It was like all of my feelings had come rushing back. He also had to see me or he at least really wanted too.

Part of me was kinda really torn. I was dead set with what was going on in my life. I had a job and I was about to start on another adventure(another story for another day).

It wasn't until I saw him that my life was kinda turned upside down in a good way. I hadn't seen him in almost a year and yet it seemed like I had known him for longer than the two years that I have known him. It was awkward at first I am not going to lie. I am one awkward person haha but we dealt with it.

The rest of the time spent with him was kinda a miracle in ways I didn't realize. My house was the calmest it had been in awhile and I realized Heavenly Father had other plans for me.

A week ago I made the decision to try long distance when I used to think people were stupid for doing long distance and I always said it never worked.

 
He is my best friend and my boyfriend all in one. How great is that? He listens to all my rants and deals with the fact that I always fall asleep while texting him at night. He gets along with my family and is one of the most sweetest understanding people I know.

I know this is chessy and what not and probably unexpected. Yeah I never thought this would happen in a million years but I have never been happier.

Heavenly Father certainly has things happen for a reason. Yeah it sucked that he came to Ohio for a funeral but at the same time theres always light at the end of a dark tunnel.

I love this guy and I am beyond excited to see what the future holds!

Thats the major update currently in my life.

Until next time!

-Kyrsten

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