If I'm Being Honest

If I'm Being Honest...

First of all I don't know who reads my blog posts or what but I am about to get real deep or at least I think.

The six to seven months have been a roller coaster. Everyone in their right minds knows how much I have been through. I honestly thought when I was slightly happy again I was over it. I was over everything and I could move on,

Just kidding.

I still find myself missing people I really shouldn't. I still post songs and quotes on my stories for certain people to see. (Oops there's the tea.) I still hope they think about me like I think about them.I still cry, not very often but once in a blue. I even got into a relationship for a little bit that I swore up and down I was ready for but it ended for a complete different reason and maybe in reality I wasn't ready for ether.

I thought I had learned everything I needed to learn from it all and I was ready. I was in a very fixed mindset. I was confident and content and didn't feel the need to learn and grow anymore. Well, the fixed mindset I was in was not healthy.

Silly me.

I still have SO much growing to do. I know myself and I know I have so much more potential. I have so much to learn in the next however long it takes to me fully content. I knew I was content but I was comfortable. I am ready to get out of my comfort zone and see what the world offers me.

I am scared to death but ready.

Here's to new adventures more than I ever know.