For the last month or so, all I have wanted is to be more patient.
I have been trying to be patient when it comes to answers and waiting for texts from people but nothing. I was at my wits end. I was on my knees basically begging to learn how to be more patient because I knew I needed it but I didn't know how.
I got an unexpected answer in the form of a mistake. You may think that it doesn't make any sense but just continue to read and trust me it makes sense eventually.
When you mess up and hurt the people who you are close to it sucks. Especially when you try to hide from the consequences. It just makes things worse. Especially wen they end up not really wanting to talk to you. Then(in my case) all you wanna do is tell them stuff that is going on in your life because that is what you do. Like how you ran into one of the last people you would want to see walking home the other night. Or the fact that all you want to do is go home.
Answers and lessons come in so many ways. Always tell the truth even when it sucks. Never hide stuff from the people who are dear to your heart because not talking to them when you need them sucks more than anything. Almost losing one of your best friends because of something ridiculously stupid is not worth going almost stir crazy in your apartment because you have no life.
Patience is a virtue. Oh man I have learned that. Giving someone the space and time that they need to adjust and trying to figure out stuff is important.
Funny how you realize that you are being taught a lesson through a huge trial. You just have to pray and have hope and the faith that you are going to come out stronger from this.
Learn from my mistake. Don't be stupid. Just the summary of that. It almost cost me something dear to me and I would do anything to fix it.
Much love!
-Kyrsten
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